I think that I am too fixated to my role as a web designer. I don’t wanna see myself as just a designer. I spend most of my time training in camp, but I don’t see myself as a soldier as much as a web designer. I still try to think of ideas for my projects whenever I’m free – and sometimes even during training .

I think I should spend more time exploring my other roles – as a solider , a fighter, a good son, a romantic lover , a playful guy, a movie fan. The reason why I see myself more as a web-designer is because it is the role I am most proficent in and it is also my income generating role. If I keep focusing on my role as a web designer, I would become an excellent web designer, but I would probably stagnant and stop growing as a person. Just like how some people succeed in their career, but fail terribly in other areas of their life.

I don’t wanna be like that, I want to do well in other areas of my life as well.